| Location | Harlow |
| Age | 34 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 8/1973 |
| Date of Death | 3/2008 |
| Visitors | 9,409 since 25/03/2008 |
| Creator |
Mark Jason White
August 73 - March 2008
Tragically taken from us on the 21st march
One of gods true gifts that graced this earth with his presence, Fiancé to Tanya, Daddy to baby Rae, step dad to Lewis, Robyn & Billy, Son, Brother, uncle & friend.
After an arguement over a taxi, Mark was punch once in the face, it was a fatel punch and in a split second our lives changed forever, Mark was an ogan doner & all his organs were transplanted hopefully to make a better life for the people who recieved them.
My soulmate has been taken and my life will never be the same without him, Mark will be truely missed, but his memory will never die, for every day as baby Rae grows a part of Mark will live on in her.
1 year today
i still can't get my head around the fact that i'm never gonna see you again, 1 year ago my life was turned upside down and it's still so hard to accept, the court case finished yesterday with a guilty verdict, but thats just closure cause it don't change anything, it's also closure on so many others things, now all my concentration can be put into getting baby Rae well and hopefully with the right results from the MRI walking.
You'd be so proud of her Mark, everyone says how gorgeous she is and her smile alone melts hearts.
keep me strong baby over the next couple of weeks cause i know it's gonna be tough but lets hope it will be a good out come.
I miss you every day, you're in my thoughts every minute of everyday, no matter what i'm doing your always there, i'm so thankful for the beautiful little girl that our love for each other made, she's your double in every sence and that really does mean i still have a massive part of you with me always.
I hope you like your headsone that i've chosen for you, i chose one that i thought was your taste it's quite modern and i'm sure it will look just perfect once it's finished.
SO MUCH TOO MUCH NOT ENOUGH BABY
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a true mate one in a million
a year today since you was taken from everyone who loved you, justice has been served i hope they lock him up for life, you are a true star and we will never forget you love you loads poosey simon and nic xxx all our love are with tanya baby rai, family and freinds xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Mark,
Thinking of you & your family today, may you send lots of love & strengh to your loving partner Tanya & family x RIP
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Hi mark,Your doing well to shine upon your daughter & Tanya, but they will meed more of your help to get through this month, Your missed so much but lots of people. But we all know your there to guide your family through this.
Keep that smile going mark its what keeps your friends & family going.
Love tanya (friend)
you are so loved and missed mark its been over 20 years since i last saw you ,we all used to have a laugh xx babes rest in peace love you xx michaela xx
Another year over Mark and another year to face, we hope you had a good beer up there last night and we hope you occasionally bump into our Harrison, give him a hug from us please. Your beautiful little girl is such a treasure mate and is a credit to you and Tanya. Keep shining your star brightly for all to see.
Never forgotten and in everybody's memories.
Neil & Vanessa x
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Hello baby, i'm so empty, i know you're watching over me & you're close to me all the time but it's not the same is it, people try to say comforting things, but they really have no idea, how can they, i feel like my insides have been ripped clean out of me, every night i give Rae a kiss from you and tell her how much you love her, every day she see's your photo's and when you ask her where you are she point to the kitchen.
I hate raising her on my own because that was not the plan, me, you & the kids have been cheated of a life time of plans that we'd talked about together, my family has been so great & supportive, lorna's been the best friend i could have wished for. i'm dreading christmas without you but everyones keeping me busy.
Rae's gonna be so special as she grows each year cause she's the link left to you, shame some people don't feel the same way baby, but she don't need them when there is so many loving caring people around her to remind her of her Daddy.
I'm gonna sort out the christening for sometime next year babe, we'd decided together that's what we wanted so i'm going to do that.
I can't begin to explain how much i miss you baby all i know it's been 7 months and 3 weeks since i last laid with you, kissed your lips and stroked your hair, and all i want is to be back there laying on that hospital bed with you, cause i never had enough time baby, i miss you every day and if i could be with you i would but i'm needed here, so until it's my time watch over me babe and keep me strong
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well baby i'm back from holiday, was a really nice break just what me and the kids needed, baby Rae loved the swimming pool, she wasn't so keen on going in but once she was she loved it, i know you were with us.
Its the hardest thing to carry on with life without you but i know i have to for the kids, so i will keep the brave face and do it for you. i will do all the things with baby Rae that you intended to do with her. and can you believe it baby Rae crawled for the first time on the first day we arrived at the villa. it was beatuiful but it was heart breaking knowing it's another first that we can't share together.
i love you baby,
so much........ too much....... not enough
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hi hun, miss that i will not see u in the town when im doing my xmas shopping cos i always see u.we always av gd chat bout life wat we av been doing .sleep well god bless shine some light my way cos i av been dealing wiv alot of hurt this year .may be next year will be better 4 me and kids.mark im keeping my head up and been strong.love ya phillxxxx
hi ya baby, well baby i took lewis to the recruitment centre for the navy and royal marines today, so he's got a few forms to fill out and he's gonna go for the marines, i so hope it all works out for him as i think he really needs some direction in his life that gonna be good for him and give him a real purpose to his life.
Robyns having a real tough time, i'm losing the sweet innosent girl and gaining a stroppy, mouthy, know it all teenager. i'm not quite sure what to do with her at the moment apart from trying to be firm but fair.
Bills doing ok, i think his the one that wears his heart on his sleeve though, he's easy to deal with cause he's just he says how it is. i know he's struggerling to cope with how much he misses you and watching his mummy hurting.
Rae is getting so big and just funnier and funnier by the day. she's such a good girl, but she does like to be enterained rather than playing by herself, she's started saying ta when you give her things and when she gives things to you, she's got a picture of you and when she picks it up she says daddy it's so cute.
well as for me it's a day at a time still, i need to get myself out of the hole i've let myself slip into, i think by doing the bedroom yesterday it's a step in the right direction, i'm hoping the holiday will help aswell.
Everyday your in my heart & thoughts baby
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